As I write this book (someday it will evolve into a novel), I've come to a crossroads in my life, a place where things are clearer to me now and a new chapter is beginning. We all experience life and events and choose different lifestyles, careers, priorities. One has certain expectations of how their life should and will be. Our personal beliefs and standards dictate how we live from day to day. We are all different, though, so sometimes we may be too quick in judging someone else by their own choices. I diligently try not to judge others and to treat everyone how I wish to be treated. I want to find some peace and happiness in my life every day. That is my personal ambition.
I always knew I wanted to be married and have three children. I've never known what career I wanted to have, although I was a secretary for almost ten years
Sometimes in your life, your eyes can be opened to a certain awareness of why things happen to you. A moment where it all makes sense, and you realize you had to go through certain terrible things in order for something better to happen. I call it an epiphany, but my computer doesn't recognize the word.
When you have an epiphany, it's an enlightenment that you want to share with others. Something profound in your life that you may need someone else's perspective on. If you have a true friend, they will want to listen to you and offer feedback. If they are not a true friend, they will not be interested. Since my true friends don't get to see me very often, I've decided to write my stuff down.
Everyone has their own ideas and beliefs about how and why we exist. The following are my opinions and we all know what opinions are like, don't we? (In case not: opinions are like @ssholes, everyone has one and some of them really stink.)
According to a well renowned psychic, before each of us is born, we sit in heaven and plan what experiences we will have, and what lessons we will learn along the way. Wouldn't it be interesting if this is actually how things operate? That life is like our own personal school and we're supposed to learn certain things before we die? Since I believe in this theory, I have come to realize the experiences that have led me to this point in my life have a purpose.
All the pain, heartache, rejection and negativity I've experienced was not in vain. I've experienced incredible amounts of negativity in my thirty-seven years on this planet, that's for sure. But to think I actually planned it all to happen this way, it sounds kind of crazy. Most of the time I'm quite perplexed as to what I was thinking when I was charting my life.
I've experienced incredible amounts of negativity and rejection, that's for sure. My adventures, up until now are broken down into chapters. If you liked the first chapter, you can read the next one soon. If you find me annoying already, then perhaps your tolerance level needs adjusting.
